uncertainties

Posted on June 17, 2009 by jjefferey-08.
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People   bound to make mistake but not the same mistake.

People learned and grow from different experiences in life

People always do search for meanings, for answers in life’s questions.

We walk and seek the right path on where our life should go

But how far should we go until we find the right way

Some get lost and mislead, yet they still find their way back.

Some get lost and drifted apart, away from the path he should walk on.

But who knows which the right path we should take is

Life is full of uncertainty…. questions with no answer

Life sometimes will shake you until you can’t hold on anymore

Then you’ll fall and don’t know where to start picking up the pieces of your life.

Some might stumble and fall, yet still strong enough to stand up again.

We seek for reason, we ask questions and most of the questions started with WHY?

When we people can’t find answer some of them just hold on to their faith

Some give up their faith…

But life itself is a like Puzzle, a big maze, a mystery that everybody is trying to solve

Science give us some answers, give us some conclusion but every answer lead us to another

Questions and it is the cycle of it… Answer lead to another question.

We are all a wonderer in this world. How fascinating that we are here existing,

We’re it really start; we are all not sure…Science or Faith?

I guess we have to accept that in this life, not every question has an answer.

Let’s just our minds wonder in this life my mystery…

Destiny, fate…science and faith…Who knows what’s the real answer

Just believe on what you want to believe as long as it doesn’t harm others.

Life must go on and we should live the way we think how we should live

After all nothing is certain…

Right or wrong…..

My Little Angel (For my friend bel and her baby)

Posted on January 30, 2009 by jjefferey-08.
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 My little Angel

I always dream of having you in my life

I waited for the right time

And when you came its just you that matter

I’m carrying you inside me, I can’t wait to show you the world

can’t wait to see your  face smiling at me

Oh! my baby, my sweet angel you’re everything to me

your smile is what im always longing to see

Your a gift from heaven that I will keep forever

your part of me and I promise will never be apart

I’ll be your shield in the atrocity of the world

I’ll protect you and love you.

oh sweet angel of mine ..

Its not so long now for our waiting

You’ll soon see the world and I’ll soon be carrying you in my arms

I’ll soon be able to see your smile, cry and call my name..

My little sweet angel…we’re sharing one life.

But when you come out and see the world

You’ll be my life..

OH sweet angel of mine…

Soon you’ll be able to spread your wings

when im with you

Posted on January 27, 2009 by jjefferey-08.
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When I’m with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,

with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you…
you’ll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I’ve never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true
,
“Forever And Always,
I Will Love You.”

LOVE…LOVE… ev0l

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                           LOVE!… love… lOVE….

wHAt is this word? what is this carzy feeling you feel? They said its love… love.. love….. But what is that? hmmmm lets dig the meaning of it… from the bible to dictionary…to slambook.. So many definitions, so many explanations.

LOVE…. Is it a good thing or a bad thing… hmmm take time to think. Love makes people do everything, anything, thats how powerfull love is.. Lets describe Love… For me It is Crazy once you feel it you totally lose control..sleepless nights thingking of love,.. smiling alone when you think of love… hmm thats carzy isn’t it? Its Cruel as well.. it hurts you..make you cry.. make you sad… It’s selfish, you just think of what will make you happy… you wanted it just for yourself.. you hang on  and grip so tight.. IT’s SELFLESS you give everything, anything, do everything anything.. you give your life… It’s a life to live its a reason to let go and hang on  But with all those definitions one thing we need to remember . In loving there should be a boundary as love can be a poison, unhealthy and it can be fatal.

As the saying goes “LOve makes’s the world go round”. but i think People makes the world go round we should not forget that we’re in control because we have  a capacity to think. Love can mean so many things.. different peole, different races… When love gets too much,.. its hurts.. there’s pain then it’s time for us to think.. once love get’s unhealthy then its time to let go we dont want it to reach the point that it can be fatal… remember we should be incharge.. Love is a good thing but its like clothes if it doesn’t fit then dont wear it…

ANSWER FOR YOU

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I wonder why you keep holding on to the feelings that should not be there in the first place… I wonder why you keep hoping for the things you know its hopeless.. IMPOSSIBLE.. all those years you keep your eyes close to the reality “IT CAN’T BE”.. For  so many years you keep hurtin your feelngs because you keep on holding.. Can’t you not see ITS NOT MEANT TO BE…All the signs had been show.. world’s are keeping you apart..destiny said LET Go my friend… YOur in a two seperate road which will not meet in the middle no matter what happen… PLEASE LET GO and MOVE ON..because your roads are forever seperated.. LEFT and RiGHT you dont even have a chance to meet in the croosroads my dear.. I can feel your pain.. I understand your loneliness.. DOnt make it so hard for you again .. DOnt wait for another 3 years feeling the same feeling that you should have forgotten already.. I love you mY dear friend so Please OPEN YOUR EYES The world is telling you L..E…t…. G..O….

CRY ALL YOUR HEARTS OUT… BARE THE PAIN.. SHED AS MANY TEARS AS YOU CAN.. CRY OUT LOUD MY FRIEND . RELEASE IT ALL OUT BUT THEN WHEN YOU STOP CRYNG THEN LET GO AS WELL.. MAKE IT YOUR ONE LAST CRY…

SPACE

Posted on September 19, 2008 by jjefferey-08.
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 Sometimes Life is A Come and GO……. new friends came, some of them go. We often ask why can’t we keep them forever, why can’t they just stay? And then we’ll see many reasons but sometimes letting go is a hard thing to do and so we close our eyes and cover our ears to see and hear the reason because we think that when we let go we will lose it forever..

We need to let go because everybody need a space to grow,. Everybody need sometime alone themselves, to make their own adventure, to learn from experiences. It is a NECESSARY to give people spaces they need,  once you let go you gave space and you have your space to grow as well,as you welcome new things, new people came to fill that space and it will be like that forever its like a cycle… We are living in the big world and so we need to grow because there’s lots of room for us to grow so we need this experiences to grow or else we will be stock in our small world and then everything will be hard for us because the big world outside will dominate us.

As we let changes come to our life, fill the space everytime we let go, we grow, we learned, we adjust and those things make us tough, make us Grown enough for this Big world..

For my friend kAthy

Posted on September 18, 2008 by jjefferey-08.
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A new journey to look forward, new roads to take..

Its time for you to explore the world, time for you to learn new things

Time for you to be alone at nowhere….

Rocks on your road is unavoided, you have to walk on it ,until your feet get sore, until you reach where your going…

There will be winds that will try to blow you away but you have to think the reason why your on this journey of your life.

Be wise and open as you will be in a strange place where things are different, making new friends might not be easy, coping to culture might be rough and you will find yourself wanting to find home but you have t make this journey for you to make agood home in the future.

Life is a journey to make my friend and now your journey will begin…               Be strong, be brave and soon you will see the fruit of your journey…

love conquers all

Posted on December 4, 2007 by jjefferey-08.
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"love conquers all" a very famous saying when it comes to love. We laughed  about it together with the saying "how corny". But i guess its not a laughing matter after all, for some reason i find it that its true some people love someone more than anything and more than anyone in the world and if your love is stronger i believe it conquers all, God’s love is strong and powerfull so He conquer all the pain of seing his son in the cross.

we are inlove and we conquer all the pain that goes with it, there’s no man who love without bearing pain,sometimes not much and bearable but sometimes its more than what we ‘re expecting to bear.sometimes it leaves you numb that you cant feel nothing at all and even if you want to cry no tears left in your eyes, what a thing to experience, absolutely incomparable but thats love i believe, it is more than we can define and no simple way to define it,and its not simple either because love is complicated so before we say I LOve you, make sure we know what we are saying, we better make sure that its not really i like you what you mean but rather a very complicated thing.

lettin go

Posted on November 22, 2007 by jjefferey-08.
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its time to let go of all the bad things that happens in our life , all those pain and suffering, we must try to look forward in a bright future, lets not make our past put as down in the ground but instead make them our stepping stone for a better life

Angel of Mine

Posted on July 31, 2007 by jjefferey-08.
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Funny how it seems how my life suddenly change. Sometimes I still can’t believe how i got this far.Who would ever thought i’ll be settling down here in England and that my family life will start here. England is the last place i ever though i will end up to and a british guy is the least expected guy i will end up marrying but things change in very unexpected way.What a blessing i haved… and I’m very thankful God lead me this way and now God gave us our angel.

How exited I am, i am soon will be a mum and i’m greatfull for that, i’ve waited for the right time and my self didn’t failed me, my patience lead me to the right time and to the right guy, the father of my baby and i am so happy.

What more I can ask for, i had my knight in shining armor and soon  i will have my angel to complete our family life..